早前，被一位心靈學家評為一個自閉傾向極深的雙子座…
總結是：極之反常。
她以最溫柔的聲線跟我說：" 你每天不斷跟自己在抗衡，你很累吧！"
然後，恍然大悟！
難怪，我衡常感到無助，原來一直不肯放過自己的…正是自己！
我沒有寫日記的習慣，極其量就是擁有這個空間，我想，我是需要這裡的…
不為引起任何人注意，不為留住什麼人，只想找個地方分擔一下自己的矛盾…
就如一間自設診所，閒時在這運功療傷，還有一樣最無得頂的是…
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呵！
2010/7/26
2010/7/22
2010/7/18
I'm yours
我的傷春悲秋只存在於文字之中，至於本人，還不是瘋瘋癲癲的…
能保持開朗情緒，當然有方。
要重整自己，我就會重覆聽著這首歌…
小事三篇，大事十篇，若果嚴重到想動粗的就聽它幾十篇，然後，深呼吸…
這歌就是我的秘技，
信不信由你。
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing
Were just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
2010/7/11
感覺味蕾
曾經被好友形容為一隻cocktail杯，任何酒精的混合體，我也能灌入口中…
這個明顯在揶揄我的好友正是每次都喝至爛醉隨後被我辛苦 '的' 回家的爛泥。
爛泥好友數年前也擁有我這隻cocktail杯的道行，直至一次失戀，自此，人生潰不成軍…
一杯後面紅耳赤、兩杯後胡言亂語、三杯後驚呼狂哭，四杯後變為幾噸重的爛泥…
教人心痛。
好友每次清醒後，都會問我："我是不是變得很討人厭？"
我總笑："將來爛泥的是我，你也要 '的'我回家就可以了！"
好友冷笑："嘿，你才不會像我這樣失敗…"
是的，我不會，是因為已經受過教訓…
幸運的我數年前爛醉過一次，因為那次的嚴重失態，讓某些事情一發不可收拾，我發誓不會再讓自己喝醉。
現在的我，只喝氣氛。
不要跟我說，這酒是什麼百年佳釀，這酒是怎樣精心煉製…
重點是時、地，人…
我方才約爛泥好友下年九月去跑 "Marathon du Medoc"，她聽後哭著點頭，握著我的手良久…
她知道我想藉此為她重組人生…
關於Medoc馬拉松，是因為看見友人在遊誌上寫的一段…
"做人，一定要參加一次Medoc馬拉松。如果你愛跑馬拉松，你不能錯過這比賽！如果你愛飲飲食食，你更加不能錯過！四十二公里的路上，你會穿過超過五十間酒莊，包括一等莊Latour, Mouton Rothschild及Lafite Rothschild。其中有一半酒莊，約24間，讓你沿途喝酒喝過夠。包括Lafite, Lynch Bages, Pontet Canet, Beychevelle等等名牌。在末段最後五公里，還有火腿檔、生蠔檔、牛扒檔和芝士檔。
為你最後一段路打氣。"
我很喜歡跑步，我沒有爆炸力，但死唔斷氣，所以選擇馬拉松。
我愛喝氣氛、愛感覺紅酒、愛吃，愛與好友共聚…
邊跑邊觀賞無邊美景，世界之大，一段感情好壞也好，亦只是人生皮毛，不向前跑，只會永遠原地轉圈，猶如撞鬼…
長此下去，由美女變成乾屍，做人不成，做鬼也不靈！
來，跟我跑這一轉，讓自己回復為一隻cocktail杯吧！
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